Monday, July 24, 2006
4:10 PM
I am a person who believes that actions speak louder than words, which is why i seldom talk about alot of things but choose to act upon them instead. Maybe thats why u'll almost never hear me saying things like "i love u" to the people around me. Guess it might have something to do with the kinda upbringing that i received throughout the years. Most of the people i know are also of the unexpressive nature, with the exception of a few. Wonder whether everyone's a negative influence to everyone in that we all like to keep our emotions to ourselves?
Besides being unexpressive, i must also admit to being a person who tend to take things for granted once they become a norm to me. Yup, i agree that quite alot of people do that too, but i don't wish to end up regretting not cherishing the people whom i love and love me only when i've lost them. I'd hate to see that happen, which is why i sometimes wonder whether i should show a little more of what i feel to the people i care about. To let them know that although i've never said it, i actually care alot about them. To let them know that whatever they've done has not gone unappreciated coz i'm really very grateful for everything and everyone that i've got around me.
Sometimes its not that i don't know or don't realise what others have done for me, its just that i'm not used to expressing my heartfelt thanks. You'll almost never see me thanking someone in person for something that they've done and i'm truly grateful towards just because its not in me to do something like that. You'll have to be one of those lucky(or unlucky?) few whom i feel safe to confide in and comfortable to talk with to hear me thanking you in person. Really. Coz i think its really mushy to talk about these kinda things all the time. So not me. =P
Think i'm starting to ramble again. So what was my point? Well, just want to say that i really appreciate all of you out there who have been part of my life at one point or another and i love all of you. Especially my family, my friends and of coz, 31217353436241 5172. =P
- i make my life perfect -
